Thursday, May 3, 2012

Is this what it feels like to really cry?




The lyrics of this song just caught me the moment Rachel sang it in the latest episode of Glee. It was originally sung by Kelly Clarkson, but I like the Glee Cast version better. Or maybe I'm just biased. 


If anyone asks
I'll tell them we both just moved on 
When people all stare 
I'll pretend that I don't hear them talk 

Whenever I see you
I'll swallow my pride and bite my tongue 
Pretend I'm okay with it all 
Act like there's nothing wrong 

Is it over yet? 
Can I open my eyes? 
Is this as hard as it gets? 
Is this what it feels like to really cry? 

Cry 

If anyone asks, 
I'll tell them we just grew apart 
Yeah what do I care 
If they believe me or not 

Whenever I feel 
Your memory is breaking my heart 
I'll pretend I'm okay with it all 
Act like there's nothing wrong 

Is it over yet? 
Can I open my eyes? 
Is this as hard as it gets? 
Is this what it feels like to really cry? 

Cry 

I'm talking in circles 
I'm lying, they know it 
Why won't this just all go away

Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes? 
Is this as hard as it gets? 
Is this what it feels like to really cry?

Cry 
Cry

College Jitters

I had a scheduled enrollment 2 Mondays ago and that was also the day when I got my registration form (which includes my schedule for the 1st semester this coming school year). I went to DLSU-D with my sister in the morning; and not much to my surprise, there were a lot of people crowded, waiting for their names to called. Although it surprised me that I didn't wait that long. I went home alone (commuted), by the way.  Gosh I feel so independent! 

Oh, and my schedule's not so tight than what I expected. My latest dismissal time ends at 4 p.m. It's like High School all over again! Haha :-)


I'm both excited and nervous for what will God hand me in college. I'll be ready as I'll ever be for whatever He has in store for me. So, bring it!