You swore to yourself that you'll be back, yet you didn't. What did I do to make you go away? I can honestly say that I gave you more than I could, yet you threw it all away. I thought I had what I wanted from you yet I didn't. You never cared about what I felt. I guess the word "sympathy" was never in your vocabulary. I wasted almost half of my life knowing that you love me too.
I have to admit, it's my fault as well. I guess it's my fault that I'm blind. Yes, emotionally blind. I was young and naive back then when I met you. I really didn't know the true meaning of love. But now I do.